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04 September 2009 @ 06:15 am





Dream and Keep On Dreaming....

I miss dreaming. or rather remembering what i dreamt about. i used to wake up even in the middle of the night just to post a note on my cellphone about the things i dreamt about. And then in the morning when i wake up to check what i've written, i sometimes get confused while trying to remember. it can go on the whole day, my mind being preoccupied with trying to recall the things i saw in my dreams or sometimes me feeling as if im still dreaming and walking around dazedly.
They sometimes come in spurts; sporadic dreams of people i haven't really met and places i've never been to but somehow they feel familiar. like i've seen them before or i've gone to places that by some means i feel too at home with.

Question's of suspects that bothering me...


Why are we suspicious of our happiness as if it's undeserved?
Why are we suspicious of our certainty that the small insignificant space we occupy is really big, grand and meaningful?
Why are we suspicious of our laughter as if it shouldn't come from people like us?
Why are we suspicious of our strength and valor as if our wounds are not enough proof?
Why are we suspicious of those who are most like us?

For all the things i have been blessed to experience during the past 3 months, i am forever grateful.For the people i have been fortunate to consider a part of my journey, even if their presence be temporal or lasting; my heart says thank you and i love you.
For the good and the bad, the beautiful and ugly lessons i have collected along the way, here's to more adventure and madness as we go along.
Most of all thank you for the people who have tried time and again to break my spirit and succeeded if only for some time. You are one of the most beautiful blessings i have received for the past few months. All of you taught me a lot of things about myself. Yes i may be hurt for a moment but after some time but everything is all about MOVING ON.

Here's to life and living every day without expecting anything but accepting things and learning from each one as they come along.

To being bruised and wounded and wearing your scars proudly like a badge of courage.
To love and that quest for the elusive One.
To figure out that love need not just be about a significant other, but also about family and friends and those who will love you unconditionally more than you can comprehend.

Here's to being perpetually confused with life and everything but still trying your darnest to understand with all your capacity.

To ask and never running out of questions.
To accept and letting go.
To go out of your comfort zone and experiencing something new.
To leap into the void without thinking but only feeling that even if you fall along the way someone will still catch you.
To endlessly celebrating even the simplest or smallest details about life.


The Endorphines of GG's LIFE

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The Director, The Crazy One and The Wow Amazing
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The People Behind The Scenes
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The Magician
GG n Ezad

The Illusionist and The Singer
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THEME SONG: Death Cab For Cutie
 
 

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GG Bliss
04 September 2009 @ 04:35 am




Salam Ramadhan....


The SPARK of WOW AMAZING!!

Creator : Vamper Cula
Follower : Lai Chee,Mun Keong,Sarimah,Longan,Hong Leong,Azrul, Al Rajhi, Asmidah, Ah Hock and Ah Fatt.

It's like a choo choo train... one's there... EVERYONE will be there.. No need to SHOUT! Just a single text... and tadaaaa!!!
That's what we call MAGIC.... with the MAGIC word created " cutecuteharachin chin!! TONA!!!

I feel like I'm still 18 years old, in college. I felt that way recently. Enjoying each other's company... and in fact everyone did.
It's not how long you know each other, its how you understand each other...and the chemistry is there...more than 100%.It's kinda weird at first, but when I think again, nothing is impossible... God Bless... :)

The Nature Of Friendship

Friendship essentially involves a distinctive kind of concern for a friend, a concern which might reasonably be understood as a kind of love. Philosophers from the ancient Greeks on have traditionally distinguished three notions that can properly be called love is a kind of love that does not respond to the antecedent value of its object but instead is thought to create value in the beloved.

For this reason, love and friendship often get lumped together as a single topic nonetheless, there are significant differences between them. As understood here, love is an evaluative attitude directed at particular persons as such, an attitude which we might take towards someone whether or not that love is reciprocated and whether or not we have an established relationship with them.Friendship, by contrast, is essentially a kind of relationship grounded in a particular kind of special concern each has for the other as the person she is; and whereas we must make conceptual room for the idea of unrequited love, unrequited friendship is senseless. Consequently, accounts of friendship tend to understand it not merely as a case of reciprocal love of some form ,but as essentially involving significant interactions between the friends as being in this sense a certain kind of relationship.
That is, I may love my friend because of the pleasure I get out of them, or because of the ways in which they are useful to me, or because I find them to have a virtuous character. Given the involvement of love in each case, all three kinds of friendship seem to involve a concern of my friend for their sake and not for my own.

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It's Merdeka Day 2009. Venue : Starbucks,Curve

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WOW Amazing!!


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The Shield

"Let us be grateful to people who make us happy,
they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom"




 
 
THE SPACE: Yen's
THE SENSE: amused
THEME SONG: Blonde Redhead - Pink Love
 
 
GG Bliss
11 August 2009 @ 03:57 am

G
REAT EXPECTATION cause you more pain.....
NO EXPECTATION,LESS DISAPPOINTMENT.....

I woke up at 10, then straight ahead to Ampang. Have lunch with my ex schoolmate. Didn't see her for 15 years. But we still keep in touch. Wow!! A lot of thing happened really, for those that very close to you, for the one that near you, far from you or for the one that you barely knew. Well, its all LIFE MATTER's.

After Ampang, proceed to ATTIC, in Damansara. What a day... :) It's Monday anyway.... Reached ATTIC around 5pm, well as expected meeting the unexpected... Hi and Hi... That's all, then went down with my sound engineer to grab our late lunch.
Life is really full of surprise, weather you like it or you don't, just face it, and you cant runaway from it.

One close friend told me this guote "no expectation, less disappointment" which is true enough. I should apply it for my daily lives...
Sometimes, you wish that things turn the way you want it to be, but at the end of the day, its the other way around...so how do you feel? You already imagine it, and you expect it to be the way that you picture it...too bad, sometimes it doesn't happen that way...

We spent as much money as we could, and got as little for it as people could make up their minds to give us. We were always more or less miserable, and most of our acquaintance were in the same condition. There was a fiction among us that we were constantly enjoying ourselves, and a skeleton truth that we never did. To the best of my belief, our case was in the last aspect a rather common one...so truth is...less expectation is the best remedy..

I expect too much in some people, doesn't matter in what expect, but at the end of the day, I blame me, coz human being is never the same, a lot of behavior that we're not familiar with. We test water, but we can't swim too deep, coz at the end of the day we are the one who drown if the water is so deep, so just be careful. Expectation can be both positive or negative...It just you need to be moderate about it...

A few months back, I told people that I barely knew, about expectation, great expectation...that the person once told me this...

"Hey, come on try a little
Nothing is forever
There's got to be something better than
In the middle
But me & Cinderella
We put it all together
We can drive it home
With one headlight"


Which means... in any expectation, there will still hope...
Yeah...how about if you put too much hope, and then at the end of the day you break into pieces. For me hope = expectation is just the same.And now I proof the person that I'm right...It's okay to believe in hope and expectation, but just be moderate... Learn from life experience even it is hard...yet it make us turn into a better person at the end of the day...so lesson learned...Period.

I've found that the chief difficulty for most people was to realize that they had really heard new things, that is things that they had never heard before. They kept translating what they heard into their habitual language. They had ceased to hope and believe there might be anything new...but you know at the end of the day just be careful...
Cheers!!!


 
 
THE SPACE: Home Sweet Home
THEME SONG: Amethystium - Garden Of Sakuntala
 
 
GG Bliss
09 August 2009 @ 03:51 am
Continuity....




We met in Central Market at about 730pm. We had our light dinner at Annexe while waiting for the show to begin... A mushroom soup, some sausages and omelette... Yummy.
Proceed to Annexe, take a look at the painting... and straight to the hall. And the show begins.... awesome!!

This is my first time watching BUTOH dance live, I've seen it from YOU TUBE before though... What a great show...

The Japanese character for butoh consists of two elements:

bu - dance

toh - step
Literally: stamping dance.


For many people it is strange kind of theatre. Not everybody considers it as a dance form. The birth of this extraordinary dance lies in post-war Japan.

The word Ankoku Butoh - later abbreviated to butoh - was introduced by Hijikata. It means Dance of Darkness. The best thing is to describe it as a mixture of elements of traditional Japanese theatre, Ausdrucktanz and mime. It breaks with the established (dance) rules and leaves much room for improvisation. Characteristics one often sees are the white painted bodies, the slow movements, the bold heads and contorted postures. The dance evokes images of decay, of fear and desparation, images of eroticism, ecstasy and stillness.

We get an apportunity to adopt a doll with a serial number. Mine is 038 and Sarah is 057..Hahahaha. Next time around where the next festival start, we need to bring back the doll, we can actually used our creativity to decorate the doll...You can burn it, paint it or do whatever that you want la. Kinda interesting.

The show finished at 11, we ride LRT and went to Taman Jaya, where Sarah park the car, and head for supper. What a great night, as we stay until 2 am talking with few friends...
Blissful Saturday indeed...

These are for our next week activity...
Title Of The Play : Thats The Way I Like It
( 3 short play - my friend Renita will be part of it and also Carmen Soo, directed by Low Ngai Yuen )
Venue : Annexe
Date : August 14th
Time : 830pm
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These are US...
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Check this out :
BUTOH DANCE
 
 
 
THE SPACE: Home Sweet Home
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THEME SONG: Clint Mansell
 
 

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GG Bliss
08 August 2009 @ 05:35 pm
Its Saturday....

The weather was hot.... but no haze, can see the blue sky clearly.... It's A Good Day.. Good Saturday.
I started my day with my colleagues... settle a few issues about the studio, we went to Attic. And found out the solutions.
Oh yeah..... it was KEN YAP's birthday yesterday.. Happy Birthday Ken... :)
So, we went to Attic, take a look at the facilities, and my sound engineer was extremely happy because he got what he need, complete set of Pro Tools and the mixer..Coolness. Will start our editing next Monday. God Bless.. 
Miss ATTIC...and I miss Whai Jhee... :p and I'm BACK!!!

Finish with ATTIC, went to the normal spot, with Da Dory, same spot, different location. Having an icy chocolate drink, and we talked,smoke, watching people and etc.. And then we saw this two Malay couple wearing a mask.. and we gossip about it.

"Is that necessary to wear the mask?"
I asked
"It's not...maybe it can be a trend for people to notice them" she said...

Hahahaha...That was a good one... Too bad la...Yeah, I admit H1N1 spreading easily, but we mmmm... just...mmm.... no comment la... :p ..So... told Da Dory that maybe I will get one and wear it next week... hehehehe.This is what we used to do before, and we start doing it again, since both of us is not yet tie up with work...

She send me back home after that...and take a look at this pic... LOL 

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And thats why I LOVE HER... she's so cute... hehehehehe. " the tag - SMILE, DRIVE SLOW "
Da Dory... Thanx for always be there... and you know how important you are in MY LIFE.

I have friends... but I dont have much FRIEND.... I can count using fingers... And thats THEM who always there for me... And I will keep that, and take care of their heart, and promise that I'm not gonna break them.When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

Later at 730 will meet up with Sarah, and will enjoy the dance performance at Central Market. She loves that.... Will snap pictures of course..
What A blissful Saturday... I like!! :)

Cheers!! Have A Good Day Everyone...

 
 
THE SPACE: Home Sweet Home
THE SENSE: ecstatic
THEME SONG: X Ray Dog - Path To Glory
 
 
GG Bliss
07 August 2009 @ 04:17 am
Hey....

What is selfish to YOU?

Selfishness is devotion to or concern with one's own advantage or welfare to the exclusion of regard for others. Science and religion both teach selfishness: That the first rule of life is self preservation, which results in "me first" and the creed of materialism. Selfishness results from the original sin of separateness (separation).Selfishness are a primary or sole concern with one's own welfare. It is the stinginess resulting from a concern for your own welfare and a disregard of others.

I wonder how selfish someone can be. And how ignorant they become till they dun realize what's real and what's not?
And how someone can turn into someone that they are not, just because of a certain reason...but sometimes reason can make people change though...ooops...I forgot that.

I got to say this, some people are really SELFISH , just to make sure that they get whatever that they desire, they rather disregard bout other's feeling just to fulfill them. And how they forgot that there is/are people out there being used, just to make sure that they can have what they want.. It's so unethical.... And in return they ended up losing,fighting,depressed, mad and gone crazy... Is that fair? Think.......

We are humans and also a social beings. We come into the world as the result of others' actions. We survive here in dependence on others. Whether we like it or not, there is hardly a moment of our lives when we do not benefit from others' activities. For this reason it is hardly surprising that most of our happiness arises in the context of our relationships with others....so...stop being SELFISH... cheers!!

Gratefulness is the key to a happy life that we hold in our hands, because if we are not grateful, then no matter how much we have we will not be happy -- because we will always want to have something else or something more.



 
 
THE SPACE: Home Sweet Home
THE SENSE: annoyed
THEME SONG: Never Ending White Lights - Age Of Consent
 
 
GG Bliss
07 August 2009 @ 01:12 am
Its pass midnite....but not yet near dawn... :)

*sigh*
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. And when you're down and the world seems dark and empty, they will lifts you up in spirit and suddenly it seem bright,gets you through the hard times, your sad and confused times. If you turn and walk away, they will follows. If you lose your way, they guides you and cheers you on. They will hold your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And they are really your companion,your friend...

Sometimes people come into your life & you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or help you figure out who you are & or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be, but when you look at them, you know at the very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.
And sometime things will happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, & unfair, but in reflection you find that without overcoming these obstacles that you would have never realized your true potential, strength, will power, or heart.

I believe that everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by mean of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness & sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without this small test, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe & comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.

The people that you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experienced, help to create who you are and who you will become. Even the bad experiences are learned from. In fact, they are the most poignant ones.Sometimes the people who hurt us the most are people who were hurt more than us. In the end everyone will hurt you... it's up to you to decide who is worth the pain.

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love & how to open your heart & eyes to things.
Make everyday count. Appreciate every moment & take from those moments everything you could possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before & actually listen... Let yourself fall in love again, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right too.

Believe in yourself. For if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you. You can make your life anything you wish.....Create your own life & then go out & live it with absolutely NO REGRETS. And learn a lesson in life each day you live.
Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday.... Was it worth it?

I wrote things that I felt.... and this is how I feel at the moment, that everything really happen with a reason, and its your choice on how to live your live. cheers!!

I HEART my CAT

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THEME SONG: It's not over - Client
 
 

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GG Bliss
06 August 2009 @ 11:29 pm
I was out... out from the house... went to work.. Finish work... Go to place where I can see people, just looking, besides having a coffee, continue looking at people, and later browsing the net, and finishing the unfinished task.. received a a few phone calls that make me smile and frown too, chatting with friends that I barely knew, knowing more about people, what's going on with them, and how are they? How life treating them lately.. and stuffs like that.. then continue browsing the net, blogging, facebooking and wasting the time that I have for today... I just cant go home yet, even though I love to be home... it just not today... and later after that Sarah walks in...and there she is.. accompany me again... And that's how I live my life today.... :) 

Well I was thinking that as for today we have higher buildings and wider highways, but shorter temperments and narrower points of view.

We spend more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses, but smaller families. We have more compromises, but less time. We have more knowledge, but less judgement. We have more medicines, but less health.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk much, we love only a little, and we hate too much.

We reached the moon and came back, but we find it troublesome to cross our own street and meet our neighbors. We have conquered the outer space, but not our inner space.

We have higher income, but less morals… These are times with more liberty, but less joy… With much more food, but less nutrition…

That’s why I propose that as of today -- I do not keep anything for a special occasion, because every day that I live I treat is a special occasion. Search for knowledge, read more, sit on your front porch and admire the view without paying attention to the needs. Pass more time with your family, eat your favorite food, visit the place you love. Life is a chain of moments of enjoyment; it isn’t only survival.

Let’s tell all the love one, family, Blood and friends how much we love them. Never pass up a chance at adding laughter and joy to our life. Every day, hour, and minute are special… Because you never know if it will be your last… sad huh....but its life...

If you’re too busy to take some minutes to share the moment with someone you love, and you tell yourself that you will share it “one of these days”… “one of these days” can be very FAR AWAU, and you may not be there to see it

I love my life....and everything that surrounds me... I appreciate life more now... Life is always beautiful if you want it to be...

To be honest, this past few months, Im selfishly walking away from people that I love the most, intentionally and unintentionally break their heart.. And here I am again... I'm sorry...

DISHWALA - EVERY LITTLE THING



 
 
THE SPACE: Home Sweet Home
THE SENSE: contemplative
THEME SONG: Dishwala - Angel and Devil
 
 
GG Bliss
06 August 2009 @ 07:09 pm
Elo...
Its Thursday,,,Tomorrow is Friday...Yeay!!
Im not too excited about weekend...Its normal anyway... :)

Have worked yesterday. Finish my research... And work again today..another new research, and there will be a big meeting tomorrow at 5pm, and guess what time is the meeting? It's 5pm... duuuhhh... meeting at 5 wei... I can sleep till 2pm tomorrow..hehehe.... One good thing about being in this line, the working hours are flexible... yet if the time comes for you to really work, you really need to get your ass up, and no more lepaking or facebooking, coz no time at all. Life is a bless... :)

Yesterday after work, I went to Starbucks, somewhere in PJ, super near to my house. Then 1 angel came, and the after an hour, the other angel come. What a great companion that I have.. :)
We had dinner together 3 of us, as usual taking pictures, and talk bout work, bout people that we knew... and virtual...hahahaha. Whatever.

Oh yeah.. I add another new link to my blog. It's Sarah's blog that she create and dedicated it to her lovely daughter, Jaymie. Today is her birthday. Happy Birthday Jaymie....

In our life, people come and go
... Great Expectation is Good... But i never believe in that. In a way I admit that Im no perfect and no one does. I live my life the way it is right now, I just go with the flow, but a better flow. Honestly, it's been a challenge for me this past few months. I went through a lot. I lose people that I love, I fought with people that I care, I ignored people that I treasure. But I guess, its all came from me, and by that, I learn a lot...learn from the mistake that I made. I thought that I already do a good thing in life, and I guess its not, or maybe its not enough, what people want the most in the world is HONESTY. I agreed with that....
So, here I am opening a new chapter in life in AUGUST. I need blessing. Blessing from people that I love, My parents, My Blood and My Endorphines. Thank you for being supportive all this while. No matter how screwed I am, you guys are always there. And for that I appreciate it a lot... Trust me.. I will be a better person.. Ameen!!

Her facebook status : What A Day....

I commented on her wall : Thank You, May God Bless You. What A Day to screwed a person that unintentionally related to your blood.
Sorry, and thank you so much


She replied : Still the Love will not fade away. You still have my hand...

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This is me for the past few months....Insomnia is my new best friend as well as an enemy. She plays my memories like a film to keep me from my sleep. The horrors of my life unfold as I sit here in the dark. Look at all the sorrow that I've felt and all the anger that I should have delt. The fear, the pain, and insecurity that drives me near the edge. Something deep inside of me that cannot make amends. My stomach clenches, my heart beats fast, and tears well in my eyes. Why won't it stop? Why can't I rest? Let me sleep and dream tonight so I can find some peace. But morning will come soon and these thoughts will never cease.

And this is me as of AUGUST - I still sleep late at night, but I will have my peace of mind... :)

I love ME...and I love the BLOOD and the ENDORPHINES



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THE SPACE: Starbucks
THE SENSE: cold
THEME SONG: Snowpatrol - RUN
 
 
GG Bliss
05 August 2009 @ 04:43 am
Its already pass midnight....its almost dawn... I was stuck in the house without internet line for almost 3 hours, and what I did was I watched Kate And Leopold....what the heck? At least I got something to do rather than staring at the ceiling. While watching, did some cleaning, wipe the dust , and as usual bersihkan bulu kucing..hehehehe...Now my carpet as clean as new... Good2...I like.. And then I still dunno what to do, I went down and by groceries coz my fridge was left empty this pass few weeks.... Its full again now... Happy..

I decided to be HAPPY.....coz it leads you to a peaceful place where all good things will start..

Sometimes happiness doesn't come from money or fame or power. Sometimes happiness comes from good friends and family and the quiet nobility of leading a good life...I do have good friends around me, friends who suddenly said "No worries...I still love you" , friend who offer you a shelter and a shoulder to cry on... So take a look in that mirror and remind yourself to be happy because you deserve to be. Believe that. And believe that dreams come true every day. Because they do.... Cheers!!!



 
 
THE SPACE: Home Sweet Home
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THEME SONG: Anna Nallick